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lostinafrica:

“Lipstick”

Mr Go (United Kingdom) via Curioos

michelleecl:

This is Skins.

michelleecl:

This is Skins.

I’m over it, but still annoyed. Does that make any sense? Why can’t things work out the way I would like it to be? Why does it always get complicated? I try to be positive and look forward to good things, but it is hard when repetatvie nonsense keeps entering my life.

sigh.

I find it funny how a boy I use to Semi-date is asking me questions about relationships. He is down about some girl he knows he didn’t like from the beginning. There is his answer… but he is trying to convince himself to like her? I honestly don’t understand men half the time. If you know you don’t really dig someone… then why keep trying? Nothing is gonna change. He is telling me he put so much effort into this relationship and it was all a waste… but yet he knew from the get go he didn’t like her. I honestly think he is fucking stupid. LOL and I just wonder why ME? of all people want to talk about this. I can honestly say I am ok about it… but just done with his repetitive self. Saying how down he is and how much time was wasted… He brought this upon him self… yet he is looking for comfort with me? I just told him what he already knew. Silly boys.

Why is it that some people are scared to do things because they don’t want to hear the answer “NO”. You will always have “the what if..” in the back of your head.

Today I pushed my fear aside and made an effort to do something about it. I was mentally prepared for bad results… but instead I got the best answer yet!

Yes from a cute boy with a Wu-Tang tattoo.

Good things do happen to good people :)

                                And I deserve it, I think I deserve it

So I decided to blog. Interesting right?

So let’s start with the show!